December 2009
not alone
leaveee again
don’t come back
this is home noww
i’m gonna leave here
but i don’t wanna leave
you
and you
and you
[ohh last night, let me remember you?]
“we gonna walk in the twilight, we gonna run in the moonlight, we gonna dance in...”
– shwayze.
i want spring to come.
oh distance
i can’t do you again.
Watchtoo cute. he’s on my list of top 5 artist i wanna see live.
dreaming among nothing.
i’m so tired. sleepy. so i found a new nose stud i want and the hoop that I’m going to put it in when i leave cause my mom will sure as hell be mad if i she actually saw me with a hoop. and then i’m gonna pull off that indian look with the hoop and earring but that requires a big hoop.I’m gonna go ahead and grow out my hair. imagine me with long curly hair and my nose hoop...
breath me in
breath me out
it’s this silent ballet between us
going around each other as much as possible
till we end up side by side
I am floating away
i learn from experience, my own common sense. My own views have formed from what i’ve learned from my own life, from past beliefs. This is me and I give God the credit of giving me these experience and beliefs. The truth is I’m in control of my happiness. I can take the outcome of each action and learn something for it and take it as i please. I’m not always gonna do things...
“make love every night like the first night. and dance in the sand like its our...”
– shwayze
last night was a very very good night
it makes me happy to be home and being able to see everyone.
no drama, well at least none for me
just being carefree and having fun.
laughing, joking, being me.
one instead of two
i kissed a boy on a bus.
he lifted my chin to meet his lips.
he held my face in his hands and kissed me softly.
he felt me along my sides, looked at me in my eyes and smiled.
i kissed a boy in a car.
i brought him near me and lifted his face to meet my lips
his lips took my bottom lip
he held my face in his hand and kissed me at a stop light
i want to kiss this boy when he comes down
i...
