The words are written in the sand

of course I would have mixed emotions, making what seemed to be something so simple now so complicateddd.  

That looks like the fire from last night. My last night in the Fredericksburg area and it was quite amazing. 

I saw my best friend walk across the remains of a fire to get her native american name. interestttingggg. 

and got ourselves into a sketch situation later on that night.

allll a part of the experience. 

but really i’m just tired of arguing. I’m tired of it allllll. I want things to be simplee and i don’t care anymore. sorrry just don’t.

last night was eventful. goooooddd and badddddd. Things that have been left unsaid were said. 

Heat rash on the hands is the worse. I had to take all my rings off and I took a cold shower this morning. 

Last night chillin on the beach with the light cold wind felt amazinggg. 

Lately there has just been a bunch of arguing and drama. No one can just be chill about things and I’m not use to it. I just want everyone to be chill and agree on whatever. Just stop being so selfish and enjoy whatever is going on. But of course that is too much to ask for. 

I have the worst heat rash ever. fuuuuuckkkk. 

It sucks how the most simple situations can become to be the most complicated. 

I’m not revengeful and I’m not judgmental. I’m mostly understanding, but sometimes I don’t get the way a person feels. I don’t get the complaints. Therefore, I sometimes don’t sympathize they way I’m suppose to. I’m like my mother, I’m very optimistic and I’ve learned how to make things happen for me, change things around for me. 

I wish I was back in DC

sooo these past two days that I’ve been back have been really really good. I’ve been in such a good mood and a weird one too. not necessarily bad though. also, some weird things have happened and i’m not even sure how to react or what I think anymore.